Your mind's primary purpose is your survival. It does not like to try new things and does not want you to succeed. Also, it does not like the unknown. It likes to keep you small to make sure you are safe. If you move forward with this, you may experience a lot of resistance to the process as your mind will know it is being targeted, and dying, and do everything it can to stay alive. I will teach you how to deal and tackle this. Your heart, on the other hand, wants your soul to grow and evolve. This hesitation is a symptom of the discord between the mind and the heart.